Sunday, August 23, 2009

A Mother’s Love

I carry the baggage of her life around with me everywhere I go. It is a heavy burden and although I have often dreamed of setting it down and walking away, I do not, I persevere. She loved me I know but that love is the heaviest piece of luggage that I carry. It drags me down so far that I no longer go in large bodies of water for fear it will drag me down to the bottom and I will drown with her love. I often wonder what will happen with all of her bags when I die. I look at the beautiful face of my daughter and I pray that she has the strength that I do not and throws these bags on the trash heap of the past where they belong.

5 comments:

Missy said...

This analogy of love and it baggage that comes with it is so profound. I loved the way you let your pen take over and write. This is for me quite an exceptional piece of prose.

Stan Ski said...

Love is such a difficult thing to quantify...even more difficult to live up to...

keiths ramblings said...

You've summed up parenthood so well. A brilliant analogy.

cyclopseven said...

The profundity of the expression here bolted me to the core of my existence. Beautiful analogy.s

aspiemom said...

I love your whole idea of love and baggage. Unfortunately they go together. I got baggage from my mom and will give a whole different set to my little girl and to my boys.

Humbling to think about.